the greatest battles are those in the mind.

(: it was only dehydration.
she had really scared us.
refusing to open her eyes.
refusing to talk.
refusing to eat dinner.
refusing to take her medicine.
all she did was only shake and nod.
i talked to her, and she did not reply.
i felt so disappointed.
then she whispered to my mother, "i'm leaving soon."
with tears in her closed eyes,
she wanted to go home.
so so much.
we got the doctor to check on her.
she whispered to the doctor, "my time is up."
do you know how bloody scary it is.

phew. it was nothing but dehydration.
yes, she's old, 94.
but she's super nice, my favourite.
i cant think of the day.
on day, that she will leave us.
i shall tell her how much i love her. (:
yes, i must.
shall go over and take care of her after my Os.
yes, i must!

anyway,

four days down.